根

虽然人在异乡那么多年，心还是系在家乡，有人说那是因为我所有亲人都在家乡，也有人说因为我在这儿孤单，需要找个伴，就不会再胡思乱想。但我觉得这些都是自己的问题，已经跟自己说好要好好享受在这里的生活，要尝试这里的生活，但我自问我并没认真地去体验和享受这一切。比如说，有好多旅游胜地我都没去过，一直给自己借口说独自旅行没动力，也可能是我需要赶快赚回我所失去的，但我知道这也只是另一个借口，如果没有任何行动，那哪来的体验？哪来的享受呢？所以，2015年，我的旅游大计将频频出炉！

终于明白

终于明白，脆弱的心灵，软弱的灵魂，是可以磨练的。不断地挑战困难，不断地问自己甘于现况吗，不断地努力的发奋。

《听见下雨的声音》

这是一首歌的名字。一首很好听的歌，但因为电台一直播，所以我听得烦了。今天在Spotify整理周杰伦的歌曲（狂把杰伦的歌加到我的playlist）时，竟然发现原来这也是一张电影原声带的名字，一张由杰威尔音乐制作数位全面发行的专辑，老板是周杰伦。既然它是电影原声带，那它也当然是一部电影的名字，一部由方文山执导的电影，一个把歌词写得像诗篇的创作者，也有徐若瑄的参与。就是这样，非常欣赏他们这样的合作方式，从周杰伦出道到现在，从未间断的听着铁三角(这世上除了钢铁人以外，真的有人穿铁三角吗？)的合作，不管是商业策略还是什么，我还是喜欢这一点。黄雨勋弹出那悠悠的《關於愛情那些事》，让我鸡皮疙瘩，冒起了冲动想看这一部电影，但文艺片这个名字让我止步，而且身在异乡更是千金难得，那千百般地无奈，又何止一部《听见下雨的声音》呢？看来还是得靠网上的什么TV还是什么了。

难受

从小到大，家里都听妈的话，但这一趟回吉兰丹，和妈吵了架，心里特难受的。明明知道她辛苦，知道每时每刻饱受病魔煎熬，应该顺一顺她的意，但为了她的生活着想，还是忍不住跟她吵了一顿。最终，我还是改变不了她的想法。对的事情应该勇敢去做，但她却选择了放弃。

到现在我才知道，最难过的事，不是眼看着自己亲爱的人受苦你却帮不了什么，而是明明可以拥有更好的生活，但当事人却放弃付出来改善自己的生活。最心痛的事，不是看着自己亲爱的人饱受煎熬日益消瘦你却做不了什么，而是眼看着她意志逐渐地消磨，慢慢地没有了求生意志，而你却没有办法改变这一切。

星空

尝试听五月天的专辑，这一首歌，真的是深深触动我的心灵。听着这首歌歌细细咀嚼着歌词，真的非常感动。如果在他们的演唱会听这首歌，我肯定会落泪。

努力

虽然心里却了一大块，但还是要努力工作，努力生活，努力享受，努力开心，:)

寂寞孤单

会害怕？会，直到我习惯一个人到处旅行，吃饭，看电影，还有别人异样的眼光的时候，寂寞孤单，不会再是一个问题。而到时我也不会再害怕求不得，也不会再害怕分离最苦。虽然少了一个她来与我分享，但我的人生依然精彩。会想念吗？会，但我清楚是寂寞和孤单在作祟。会后悔吗？不会，因为这样的安排，对彼此都好。无所谓，习惯就好，轻松自在，快乐就好。

Unfriend

今天终于忍不住unfriend了一个我不认识的人（我也不知怎样friend他了，lol~）只是这个人有太多的负能量，我接受不了。可能你认为我很绝情，但我需要更多的正能量来感染妈妈的那些负能量，所以现在这个时刻我真的不希望被这些负能量影响。Unfriend是个很不礼貌的事情（我的前任女友就unfriend了我所有家人，因为不喜欢被人监视，-_-"）但我别无他法，才出此下策，更何况，他是谁？我也不知道，:p

岁月

岁月，真的丝毫不留情，以往强壮的老爸，伟大的老妈，也经不起岁月的考验。今天，手推着坐在轮椅上的妈妈，我放慢了步伐，企图让她有个比较平稳的路程。望着爸爸为了赶着挂号而加快脚步，走得有点像企鹅，有点好笑，更有点心酸。岁月啊，你能不能再给我多一点时间啊？

真的很想尽孝，好想陪在父母身边。但我知道，我需要一些时间，我需要做一些不会让我将来后悔的事情，机会来了，我必须把握。就像我常对我同事所说的，没机会时就渴望机会，怨没机会。机会来了，那就该尝试了！尝试过了后再决定放弃，那是我的选择。但如果机会来了，我连尝试也不去尝试就放弃了，那就是遗憾。所以，岁月，拜托你了，好好照顾我俩老啦。

空白

好久没写什么，对着空白的屏幕，一个字也没法敲出来。但是，我还是要坚持写些什么。今天在NTV7看到了一对父母，因为女儿患了鼻咽喉癌，为了女儿的梦想，赴了中国梦想台，希望陈奕迅可以唱女儿写的歌。这个节目是去年5月录影的，患者是唐恬恬，现场播了一首她所写的《笔记》。

我很想飞
多远都不会累
才明白爱得越深心就会越痛。。。

能写出那么好的歌词，上天却要她受如此的苦，真的太可怜了。想想自己，到底又为了妈做些什么？又能为她做些什么呢？

烦恼

到底我需要做些什么才能打破这僵局？到底怎样妈才能好转？真的觉得好无助，好没用啊~

I'm back

I read an article posted on "The Star" titled "Go East, Young Man" today. It inspired me a lot, the context is about current situation of world economy, which describing the shifting of economy dominance from west to east. I can't agree more than what he wrote. My gut tells me he must have been sharing more than this in the past. Then I found another article titled "Up close and personal with Tan Sri Lin See-Yan" about his personal life. The interesting part is he trained himself to sleep 3 to 4 hours and to spend same amount of time finish a book!!! Some of his quotes drew my attention:

“One of my best experiences is dealing with housewives. There was a run on sugar and these housewives were hoarding them. I had to explain why they don’t have to. But the moment they left, they went off to buy more sugar. We do not understand the mentality of the people and the effect our policies have on them. This is my biggest criticism of government today. They never consult those their policies would most effect. We tend to take people for granted.”

Doesn't seems like our government aware of this. Fuel price is still hiking in multiple periods.

“Just having an interest is not enough. Interest dies after a while. So in all that we do, there must be passion and confidence in your ability and discipline.

Yeah, this is the good one. I think procrastination drives me away from my passion and consistency in achieving things.

“Now that I have the time, they don’t. That’s what economics taught me. You live within constraints, or you will be a complainer all the time. It is a choice you make or a choice made for you. You can always quit and do something else.”

It's time for me to make a change now!

SAP Certified Development Associate - ABAP with SAP NetWeaver 7.0

Booking Code

• C_TAW12_70

The certification test for "SAP Certified Development Associate - ABAP with SAP NetWeaver 7.0" verifies the profound knowledge in the area of ABAP Development. This certificate proves that the candidate has a fundamental understanding within this profile and is able to apply these skills practically under supervision in a project environment.

Software

• Software components: SAP NetWeaver 7.0

Number of Questions

90

Duration

0 days

Notes

• Associate Certifications are targeting profiles with 1 - 3 years of knowledge and experience. The primary source of knowledge and skills is based on the corresponding training material.
• Please note this certification may have a different passing score from previous or different certification exams. For multiple response items there is no partial credit given.
• Please note that you are not allowed to use any reference materials during the certification test (no access to online documentation or to any SAP system). You will require Photo ID to be allowed to take the test.
• View sample Exam Questions for C_TAW12_70 by clicking here

Competency Areas

The following list helps you to identify the competency areas covered in this test. The percentage indicates the portion of the test dedicated to a particular competency area.

Competency	Importance	Way(s) to attain Topic Primary Alternative Other
Accomplish and identify solutions for defined project tasks. Based on profound knowledge and basic understanding, identified tasks can be performed during system implementation, configuration, and testing in the areas of	60%	NetWeaver Overview TAW10 NW001 SAPTEC ABAP Workbench usage TAW10 BC400, BC401 ABAP debugger program usage TAW10 BC400, BC402 ABAP types and data objects TAW10 BC400 Internal table definition and use TAW10 BC400 SQL statements incl. update strategies TAW10, TAW11 BC400, BC414 ABAP Dictionary TAW10 BC430 Unicode TAW11 BC402 Classical screens (dynpros) and selection screens TAW10 BC400 ALV Grid Control TAW11 BC405 User Interfaces (Web Dynpro) TAW12 NET310
Build solutions by independently researching valid implementation options. Based on profound understanding and deep application skills, project requirements can be transferred into solid customer solutions in	40%	Basic ABAP programs and interfaces creation TAW10 BC400, BC402 Class identification analysis and design TAW12 BC401 Enhancement and Modifications TAW12 BC425, BC427 Table relationships TAW10 BC430

(extracted from SAP)

SAP ABAP : Structure, Internal Table, Transparent Table

These confused me a lot. Finally, I wrote something to clear my doubts.

* Transparent Table: SAPLANE
* Internal Table: TY_PLANETYPES
* Structure: Z07_SAPLANE

*Possible ways of typing data object with structure, trans. table and internal table.

TABLES: SAPLANE. "=> Equivalent to DATA: SAPLANE TYPE SAPLANE. [Structure of SAPLANE with the name of SAPLANE]

DATA: t_1 TYPE SAPLANE, "=> Structure of SAPLANE.
t_2 TYPE LINE OF TY_PLANETYPES, "=> Structure of TY_PLANETYPES
t_3 TYPE TY_PLANETYPES, "=> Internal Table of TY_PlANETYPES
t_4 TYPE TABLE OF SAPLANE, "=> Internal Table of SAPLANE
t_5 TYPE TABLE OF TY_PLANETYPES, "=> Single Column Internal Table that listing Internal Table of TY_PLANETYPES.
t_9 LIKE LINE OF t_4, "=> Structure of SAPLANE.
t_10 LIKE LINE OF t_5, "=> Structure of TY_PLANETYPE.
t_12 TYPE TABLE OF SAPLANE WITH HEADER LINE, "=> t_12 is both a Structure and Internal Table. This is obsolete and please avoid using this. SAP OOP prohibited this syntax.
t_13 LIKE LINE OF t_12, "=> ABAP refer t_12 as Internal Table, and form a structure of SAPLANE.
t_14 TYPE Z07_SAPLANE, "=> Structure of Z07_SAPLANE
t_15 TYPE TABLE OF Z07_SAPLANE. "=> Internal Table with Z07_SAPLANE structure.

"t_6 TYPE LINE OF t_1. => SYNTAX ERROR: TYPE a data object with a data object?
"t_7 LIKE LINE OF TY_PLANETYPES. => SYNTAX ERROR: A data object must come after LIKE.
"t_8 LIKE LINE OF t_2. => SYNTAX ERROR: LINE OF a structure?
"t_11 TYPE LINE OF SAPLANE => SYNTAX ERROR: SAPLANE is not internal table. Can't use LINE OF.

Phew! Hopefully these covers everything.

SAP ABAP: Data Type Categories

I have no idea why this topic caused that much of problems to me, this is a basic topic and I shouldn't have much troubles with it. But somehow, I spent a very long time to understand it, may be that's the way to master the basic? Or I did it in stupid way? Who knows? Anyway, by hook or by crook, I have to get it clear in my mind.

ABAP has 3 categories of Data Types:

1. Predefined Data Type / ABAP Standard Type / ABAP Type:
• Complete ABAP standard types (Doesn't need to specify length)
  
1. D - Date, YYYYMMDD, length 8 bytes, fixed.
2. T - Time, HHMMSS, length 6 bytes, fixed.
3. I - Integer, lenght 4 bytes, fixed.
• = 32 bits = 10 digits and 1 +/- sign, MinMax value is +- 2,147,483,647.
4. F - Floating point number (F), 8 bytes.
• For scientific calculation purpose, it provides approximate value with rounding error.
  
• should avoid using this for any business calculation.
5. STRING - dynamic length character string.
6. XSTRING - dynamic length byte sequence (HeXadecimal String).
   
• Incomplete ABAP standard types (Length must be specified for the data objects)
  
1. C - Character string
   
2. N - Numerical Character
• This guy is odd, he is character that detects and accepts only numeric (0-9) value from Left Hand Side. Pattern King!
  
3. X - Byte Sequence (HeXadecimal String)
   
4. P - Packed Number
• This guy won't mess up with any rounding errors, because it's using fixed point arithmetic.
  
• Use it for any business calculation.
  
• But you have to specify the length and decimals for it.
• Valid Length is from 1 to 16.
• Valid Decimals ranged from 0 to 14. (Zero-decimals will convert it behave like Integral [auto round up and down])
  
2. Local Type
• Apparently, you define and declare the Data Type, and use it to type data objects within the program.
  
3. Global Type
• Obviously, you define your Data Type in ABAP Dictionary, and it can be used throughout the entire SAP system.

How you define Data Objects?
DATA: dataObject TYPE data type.

Example 1 with predefined data type:

DATA: lv_dataObjTYPE P LENGTH 5 DECIMALS 2.

Example 2 with local type:
Within your program,

TYPES: abc TYPE P LENGTH 5 DECIMALS 2.

DATA: lv_dataObj TYPE abc.

Example 3 with global type:
Go to ABAP Dictionary: Initial Screen with command SE11 and define your data type, for e.g. def.
In your program,

DATA: lv_dataObj TYPE def.

Please feel free to drop your comments!

Bye Bye~ Kok Chye... May you rest in peace...

You were such a good friend. I wouldn't forget how you smiled and laughed with us in those days. Kok Chye, may you rest in peace...

Good Bye 2008!

Year 2009 started for few days already. I have yet to say good bye to year 2008. For formality purpose, Year 2008, tata~

For the past 25 years, I couldn't remember I did any review of the year or not. Anyway, after attending the Fundamental Project Management for IT, I have a strong will to write down what I had done and achieved for all year long.

1. Family : Mum's health condition remains status quo. How I wish she can get better and better, happier and happier. Dad managed to visit his siblings during my cousin's wedding. Sisters? I have to cut it short, in a nutshell, I believe they are happy this year, kakaka~
2. Love : I started a relationship. Thanks god, thanks to my current job, thanks to my 18 generation of ancestors, friends, and of course to my babe too. Thanks for accepting my love and loving me in return as well.
3. Friends : Quite sad, I am weak in maintaining a strong good term with some of my friends. CK, Jeff, Hoopy, Honey, Mama, Siew Ko, sorry ya~ I will improve it this year.
4. Career : This year's bonus not as good as last year, due to management strategic investment for regional expansion by paying out 4.6 times book price. How I wish I am the recipient. My direct selling business is not running smoothly, anyway, I know it's not my priority at this moment. The fashion house business is remain stagnant, oh! I even forgot the check the selling status with my friend, urghhhh!
5. Investment : Forget it~ You know what is Global Financial Crisis?
6. Property : Bought a car! Some might think it's a liability but I still consider it as my fix asset, although it depreciate every year. Anyway, her name is Little White, IC number is WRM9788, haven't full 1 year. Although it drains 33% of my grossl income, but I have no regrets at all. because I enjoy the freedoms and flexibility to wander around in this city with Little White.
7. Study : I have to put this aside first, bread and butter is much more important at this moment.
   
8. Sports : It is all about determination and consistency, but I just couldn't manage it. I will set a plan for Year 2009.
9. Travel : Business Trip to Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam [for a project]. Personal trip to Kelantan [my home town], Lang Tengah [to kao my babe, :P], Miri [Heng Dai Ah Ku's wedding], Batu Pahat [meet Pong Chi and babe's parents], Melacca[with babe on adhoc basis] and Singapore [just right after Christmas, to meet White Rose members].
   

What else? I guess that's all at this moment. Tata~

再会老虎帮！

2009年1月2号，新一年的第一天在虎头帮报到，递了辞职信了。原本以为会松了一口气，可是，心情还是一样的糟。心中还是有满满的不舍和愧疚，姐姐们说我还嫩，出来社会工作没多久，面对这些聚散离合的场面不舒服是理所当然的。原以为这样的说辞足以解释我现在的心情与想法，但是，我想我应该是把太多的感情放在这间银行了吧？还记得玉红Aunty（一个加入老虎帮六个月就退党的Aunty）曾经告诉我，"You can love your job, but you should never love your company"，不过，我就是犯了这个大忌。也难怪的，家中老大自我年幼是帮中人物，从小到大，我所用的帽子、书包、手表等，没一样不是老虎帮的产品，可说是看着老虎帮长大的，甚至说是老虎帮的代言人也不过分。毕业后，很侥幸的通过Ajit,Norsi,还有Hiro的考验，加入老虎帮，我真的人为是冥冥中自有安排的。如此深厚的感情、际遇与缘分，你能说罢就罢吗？

只是最近心中的不满不停的累积，对于工作的热忱早已被怨海扑灭，任务在我眼中渐渐变成非常枯燥乏味烦人，使命已变成屎命，责任已变成责人。这样下去，对我的人生会有意义吗？会有成就感吗？我的事业领空还可能会大放异彩吗？可能是公司不需要我这种人才，可能是我不该加入这家公司。趁怨天怨地自怜自艾还没完全把我吞噬之前，分离让大家冷静一下，可能是就好的安排吧？

回头想想，甜蜜回忆还是有的。若不是因为这份多元角色的工作性质，我会有机会尝试各种工作角色吗？若不是一些海外任务，我会有机会到印尼，Labuan，越南吗？若不是这家公司，我会有机会认识宝贝吗？若不是这次的际遇，我会有机会接触银行与金融业吗？

在这种好坏参半的情况之下，我只能说，没有谁对，也没有谁错，只是彼此都不适合对方吧？

现在，我人在云顶（被宝贝挟持上来的）怀着一份感慨的心情，由衷地说声，对不起，阿吉爸(OMG!绝对不是阿鸡巴ha!)、老板（鱼与熊掌不能兼得，是时候选择要抽烟还是要香水了！）、整天到处睡觉流口水，超爱炫耀自己是最年轻，聪明到像神仙的笨鸡民，还有爱舞狮的禽兽烧饼，大家一起奋斗了那么久，虽知道不该说走就走，但，我该是时候追逐我自毕业以来天天流口水的梦了！

还有其他战友，吝啬缩骨爱整人的旺叔、整天以为自己很Fit却又顶着很厚的胸部和肚腩，全身被密密麻麻的毛发裹着的Gay Gay （KK）、已为人妻的晓慧（不方便过分形容她，因为她很小气的leh~kekeke）、长得很像林忆莲，却以为自己是Rain的中国翻版货，Lame~ (Peter仔)、喜欢打字不喜欢说话的阿Ong、爱说道理的VJ, 一直努力提拔我的古老前辈。还有各位aunty, 超爱Piak人的“神笑你”，超爱被人整的猪咪咪，讲话超直接的TSL，豆腐花老板娘Ah Pat，好多故事的CKM，和阿莲有暧昧关系的chew chew。再会了！

XiaoHongRen 蕭閎仁

需要歌词？
上个星期买了张CD，不要骂我！我知道现在经济萧条，但这并不是仓促决定的！下载了四首试听版，反复听了万遍（乱唬的!），喜欢得不得了（50%是真的，本人还是比较喜欢周杰伦，崇拜程度只介于喜欢，决不会升华到爱，因为我不是同性恋！），睡觉发梦都会唱出来（也是瞎编的！），所以才买的！

RM44.90leh~~~早知道买翻版就好啦(开玩笑的啦！)心疼吗？告诉你，BEH HIAO（不会）!因为，十首歌都很好听，如果不好听，都是很特别的歌！（这样说心情会比较好，T_T开玩笑的啦！真的都很好听leh!）


以下是在下给的星星:

1. ★★★★☆ 看袂落去
2. ★★★★★ 王寶釧苦守寒窯十八年
3. ★★★★★ 只要你在
4. ★★★☆☆ 未完成的愛
5. ★★★★★ 愛是什麼鬼
6. ★★★★★ 學會
7. ★★★★★ 原來你就在我身邊
8. ★★★☆☆ 連貝多芬都想告訴你
9. ★★★★★ 成名在望
10. ★★★☆☆ 你是我的樹頭
    

看到吗?最差都有三星leh~证明说整张专辑都听得入耳的。以下就是我的评语：

1. 福建歌。基本上，本人对福建歌都有所偏见，但这首歌实在是太特别啦!没法子，一定要给三颗星。有什么特别？第一句你就知道很特别了，"Tia Kong, Lu, Si Ka Nai Sai kai Sai..."(瞎编的啦~)哈哈~
   
2. 这是第一首吸引我的曲子，一首歌里可以听到三种不同的曲风，把京剧混合在曲子里，又忽而快忽而慢，一下抒情，一下来点Rock，好听到~~~
3. Walauyeh!这首歌，Lam si 任何人男的女的不男不女的，老的少的在肚子里的在棺材里的，肯定会为之所动！尤其是 Chorus 部分，“So I believe 爱就在这一刻 [si beh lam!!!唱法有点像蔡旻佑]，So I believe 就算全毁灭, 你的笑容 我永远记下来 [又来一次si beh lam!!!高转音超像我的！哈哈~像王力宏啦！]，这份爱 也是我最后一份爱[OK,可以溺毙于萧闳仁的歌声里了，安息~]”
4. 蛮好听的，只是，嗯~我没能对这首歌产生什么共鸣，感觉就好像抄袭王力宏旧时的唱法，没甚特别，不过他唱低音比王力宏更有磁性，带有少许沧桑感，值得嘉许。
5. 很可爱的一首歌，听了包你开心，哈哈哈~
6. 这首也是超好听的，“我学会了，我了解了，有些人失去都在珍惜...”[死多一次...阿弥陀佛...]
7. 这首也是超好听的，尤其是这一句“我看着你看着我原来你在我身边~”[唱“边”这字后，还要忙飚高转音，带你上天堂，阿门...]
8. 这首嘛~蛮特别的啦，只是稍嫌吵了一点，有点烦...
9. 也是满可爱的，听了也是会很开心，会更奋斗！大家一起努力！！！
10. 福建歌，我不必多说吧？不过，真的是好听，如果是华语版就爽啦！
    

终结嘛，我觉得萧闳仁的声音有它的特点，带有点沧桑，又不会太腻，唱起轻快的歌，感觉带有失落的人努力的心声，虽然飚高音部分有点像王力宏，不过我觉得王力宏旧时的唱法都是值得学习的，(说起力宏就不由得想起他刚出道是ABC的唱法，beh tahan,现在更糟，步王菲后尘，乱唱一番，什么“我怎么了”，应该是神经了吧？还是唱“不要害怕，唯一，Kiss Goodbye”等比较好听！)所以，我还是很期待他的下一张专辑的！而且也非常支持大家买他的CD.

以下是我找到的一些MTV，大家一起分享吧！

ASIMO

I went to 1U today for Madagascar2 with babe, after the movie, I found ASIMO is going to perform on stage! We waited for half an hour, finally, we met her. Precisely, we saw her.

Stage for ASIMO to jump here and there. Just kidding, ASIMO doesn't know how to jump yet. She knows how to walk, climbing stair case, and run. Human beings learn how to walk by crawling, I wonder ASIMO can crawl or not? The answer is obviously a big "NO"! At least, for this point of time. :P


Here come ASIMO~~~! Wow WOw WOW! Ah~~~~ Everybody, come on! Scream for her, Ah~~~ Just kidding, the opening was quite boring, not much excitement from the crowd. @_@


ASIMO, "Hi everyone!" And guess what? ASIMO is a girl! I thought ASIMO is a male based robot. Why? Because it's bald, muscular, and the chest is flat! (I am bad!:P) Anyway, it was installed with female voice!!! That's the reason I call her as "her" not "he". Well, it's easy to understand, most of the programmers seldom interact with human beings, THEY TALK TO MACHINE!!! So, they start to dream of making the machine as their Girl Friend, and finally? THEY INSTALLED ASIMO with FEMALE VOICE!!! Just kidding, no offend, I am a programmer too, and I have a human being gf too, although sometimes she looks like an evil pig with a pair of wings, kakakaka~

ASIMO is preparing to dance with the kids. "I like to move it move it, I like to move it move it..." Kakaka~ Madagascar Heat.

Say "Cheese~" But unfortunately ASIMO cannot eat cheese, she only consumes electricity.